Would you please not look at me,
With that smile on your face,
Because it just brings me back,
To that one time and place.
Would you please not talk to me,
The way you know I love,
Because I need to move on,
But I'm held in your glove.
Would you please not touch me now,
Even if it's as friends,
Because it give me shivers,
And my heart always bends.
Would you please not be judging,
Even if it's a game,
Because I sit there in tears,
And inside I feel shame.
Would you please not think I'm mad,
Because we talk no more,
I am just not ready yet,
For you hurt my hearts core.
Would you please not think I'm jealous,
When I see yo
Knowing he is in a better place doesnt help.
Knowing that hes not in pain doesnt help.
For nothing can convince your heart that he is better off, you love him and you miss him, and you dont want to admit that it was his time to go, but you have to. No matter how long it takes, you have to admit that hes gone and that you will never see him
again until you get to heaven. But that his spirit will always be with you.
Life isn't about getting through fair,
It's hard and there is going to be some long nights,
So suck it up and do it right,
Do it wrong and you just have to go back
And guess what? Do it again!
Things are better done than said,
And you shouldn't sell yourself short because
You guys! You guys are all beautiful!
I don't care about your race, orientation,
Location or thoughts, because you know what?
We are all different and that is how God made us,
What would it be if we were all the same?
You are amazing in your own ways, just as the guy
Or girl next to you!
No more war this way of thinking!
No more suffering!
Everything is all
I reach up,
But my hand grasps the nothingness
That is around me.
I cry out-
So painful and sorrowful,
But no, no one hears me,
And ones who do
Wouldn't care even the slightest bit.
Surrounded by the horror,
As I am sucked in further,
The life forced out of me,
Like God's hand squeezing my soul
From my body, and I gasp-
And drown soundlessly,
Forever lost...
Do you see the tears,
That fall down my face,
Do you know my fears?
That nothing can erase.
Do you know my story?
Would you like to hear?
It is not only of glory,
But of my suicidal fear.
Of why I use the blade,
Or sharp wire and pins,
To create these cuts I made,
A physical marker of my sins.
I do this because I'm nothing,
I matter to nobody It's true.
No joy do I ever bring,
Why do you think it would be different for you?
I can't hold on to life any longer,
It is just too hard for the likes of me.
I wish I could be stronger,
But I'm a prisoner here and long to be set free.
Night Can Whisper Cruel Things by ThePacoMaster, literature
Literature
Night Can Whisper Cruel Things
The dark lays its cold hands on me
Every night, every night.
The thoughts that i speak, that i dream again
surely right, sadly, right.
The raindrops like a waterfall, drizzle from my eyes
Blurring sight, Every night
I lie awake and dare to dream
What a fright, every night.
Fears and reality collide before me
Lost the light, Every night.
It seems it's become a hard habit to fight.
So sorry to have to tell you,
Your little girl is dead.
We found her with a bullet wound,
Straight through her messed up head.
We also then discovered she had
slit her fucked up wrists,
Just one more messed up teenager
now fails to exist.
We found close to her body,
A bloodied tear stained note,
Here you can read it,
This is what she wrote:
"Dear mummy,
I have to say,
Your little angel dies today,
I cannot take the pain,
But you are not to blame,
I'll watch down on you mummy,
Every single night,
Remembering how safe I felt,
When you held me tight".
So I have been so stressed out lately, im running out of time to get me and koreys costumes done for comic con. I still have to paint to arm bands and get a prom jacket and buy a red tie, not to mention my stupid shoes are not here yet.
I am not afraid to keep on living, but im not okay I promise.
I can't begin to let you know just what I'm feeling.
Can you hear me cry out to you?
I'm so far away from you.
Without you is how I disappear, and live my life alone forever now.
So shut your eyes, Kiss me goodbye, And sleep.
Cause there ain't no way that I'm coming back again.
So fix your eyes and get up
While you can
Get off the ledge and drop the knife
Because this ain't a room full of suicides
I'll tell you all how the story ends.
What's the worst thing I can say?
I've really been on a bender and it shows
I never said I'd lie and wait forever
If you marry me,
Tears, fall down my face as I finally see what I truly mean to you.
Tears fall and hit the ground every time I think of you.
I watch as the tears fall and hit the floor.
Blood, soon mixes with the tears that have fallen.
Soon I see what I truly meant to you.
I see that I was nothing; nothing is exactly what I meant to you.
You played me, and when you were done you tossed me to the side and left me where I now lay.
So now I sit here with the blood slowly flowing from my body.
As the girl in the mirror begins to fade away I see who I really am.
I see that I am a girl who has known love and has lost love.
I see a girl who is tired